Feel like yourself again
By feeling yourself again
Somatic sexology and intimacy coaching for people who are ready to live their lushest lives.
I’m Sarai Johnson — Somatic Sexologist, Reiki Master, ordained minister, recovering good girl, and practicing witch. I help adults of all genders to build intimacy with themselves so they can enjoy more intimacy with others.
I hold a Bachelor of Ministry, a Master of Public Administration, and Sexology, Relationship, and Consensual Nonmonogamy Coaching certification through Sexual Health Alliance.
Which is a long way of saying I’ve spent a lot of time studying what humans do with their bodies and their systems and their beliefs — and even longer finding my way back to my own body after high control religion. I, myself, have moved from burned out to turned on, and I know you can too.
What I believe is this: your body is for you. Not for your productivity, your family’s or your boss’s comfort, or whichever institution decided your desires were not allowed. Your body is yours. And it is meant to be enjoyed, not just endured.
I also co-host Cauldron Her Daddy with astrologer Meredith Holley, if you want to hear what I sound like when I’m not being a fancy professional about it.
Tell me, how long have you been getting ready to live?
You’ve done the therapy, the journaling, the breathwork. Something still feels locked or stuck or clenched.
You left the religion, or the relationship, or the version of yourself that was built for someone else’s comfort. But your body hasn’t entirely caught up to you yet.
You know what you want. You just don’t feel like you’re allowed to have it.
Or, you don’t even know what you want anymore, but you know it’s somewhere inside you — if you could only find the map back to yourself.
You’re crushing it at work or as a parent or a friend and privately running on fumes.
You keep ending up in the same dynamic with different people and you’re tired of analyzing why without anything actually shifting.
You’ve never quite felt at home in your own body. You’re starting to wonder if that’s actually something that can change. (Good news: It is!)
You like sex alright, but you know it could be better - or you don’t even know you’re allowed to want that or to give attention to that part of your life. (you’re allowed! It’s good to feel good)
Here’s what I know about the people who find their way here:
You haven’t been failing at your life. You’ve been waiting for the right conditions to start truly living it.
Waiting until the kids are older, the job is less overloaded, the to-do list is shorter, the shame is quieter. Waiting until you’ve suffered enough and worked hard enough to earn the right to want what you want.
Your body has been here the whole time — asking, in its soft animal way, for your attention, waiting for you to take a breath and turn within. The time has come to allow yourself to lean into your life in this body of yours more fully.
Because here’s what fifteen years of working with the body and a lifetime of gardening taught me: you don’t wait for perfect conditions to start or tend a garden. You work with the season you’re actually in.
Your body is the same as the garden. It has been here with you through every season, every drought, every frost, every deluge — asking quietly to be tended. Not fixed, or optimized, or nipped, or tucked, or managed. Tended.
The soil is ready. The garden is yours. And you already have everything you need to begin.
The time to live your lush life in the body you have today is right now.
Schedule a call with me to discover how you can welcome more pleasure, joy, and connection.
Propagate
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Cultivate
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Pollinate
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Propagate ✳︎ Cultivate ✳︎ Pollinate ✳︎
My Methodology
The Lush Life process moves through three phases:
Propagate — getting to know your sovereign self and building self-trust
Cultivate — learning to actually inhabit and tend to your body and building self-intimacy
Pollinate — bringing that sovereign self into relationship with other people without losing yourself and building true and lasting intimacy with others
My work draws from somatic sexology, Reiki, yoga, polyvagal nerve theory, and lineage from Celtic and Norse pagan witch tradition.
It is as rigorous as it is wyrd (and it works). If you want to work where science and magick meet, get in here, babe.
Not sure where to start? No worries. That’s what the quiz is for.
The Desire Map Quiz maps your inner terrain so you can see clearly which part of your energetic landscape has gone dry, which is quietly ready to move, and what your body is actually asking for right now.
Seven energy centers mapped and assessed. Zero generic advice. Five minutes of your time.
Free · instant results · no email required to start
The Path We’ll Walk Together
There’s no single way in. There’s just your way.
A 30-minute energetic reading that maps your inner landscapes to discover where your energy is blocked, what’s leaking, and what’s ready to move. This is where we find your actual starting place for living your lush life and becoming your sensual self.
Inner Terrain Reading
A 90-minute somatic energy session integrating Reiki, body-based practice, and the Lush Life methodology. For when you’re ready to stop analyzing your patterns and start moving through them.
Tending the Bones & Blooms
Sex & Intimacy Coaching
Work with me for a few months (or more, depending on what you need) to work through the propagate, cultivate, pollinate cycle and improve your experiences in your own body and relationships. Coaching is available for individuals as well as partners, up to four participants in a session. To learn more about coaching options, book a Discovery Call and we will chat about what you’re looking to accomplish.
Here’s the thing about tending your garden:
You don’t even have to know what’s growing yet. You just have to show up to the garden and behold what is wanting to bloom.